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I feel I've loved you forever. Lately, I haven't been feeling very good. I'm worn out. All alone under the moonlight each day, I realized my life was never going to be okay again.
Since my father died, I've spent almost my entire life in loneliness each night. We've been like really close friends.
I want to leave the earth. But I can't do that here.
I'm so sorry. No matter how hard I try to fight it off, I'm left with the feeling that I have to keep walking alone and without a direction. I have no idea where I'm going, but I know I have to do this.
If I don't, I'm afraid I'll self destruct and worse, you'll be there to see it happen. Be safe and take care of yourself. Know that I tried very hard keep you, even though it doesn't seem like it. I know my intention was to get back into my life the way it used to be.
Know that you were my one and only. I'll miss you with every beat of my heart. Our life together was the only other home I've ever had. I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.
I hate myself. i really do
Rage
Everything is fucked up. I'm boiling up inside. I cannot do anything about it.
Some fucker has got a death wish. I have a million ways to torture this moron.
I can't carry out my actions till a later date. I need to smash ur face and shove some shit into that sick perverted face of yours. You disgust me. I've never liked you. I never will.
Sick mother fucking cunt. You're cheap and sly. Ugly and short. I despise you more than anyone in this world. And because I know where you live. You better hope I dont bump into you at the malls.
Believe me, people like you need to be sent to hell immediately. Burn for an eternity.
I tried supressing my feelings. But its only a normal human reaction to wanna tear you apart and feed you to the dogs. Please dont let me see you.
I'll think of you tonight
The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.
I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I'll find opposing new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.
Waking up never felt so wrong
I still can't believe it happened.
I never saw it coming at all.
After going through so much, its all over now.
There's nothing I can do about it.
Don't know what to do now.
I blame myself entirely.
Don't wanna kiss
Don't wanna touch
Just want my cigarette and hush.
<3 You
Imbecile
There are plenty of people in this world who have nothing better to do after finishing one of their last meals. One of the random acts of the sin they do is to jump into situations which doesn't concern them AT ALL, AND comment on things as if they know whats going on. These people are by far, the most dangerous people on the planet. If you know what the fuck you're talking about and it makes sense, nothing is wrong. But if you say stuffs which have no relation whatsoever to the current issue, making stupid comments which reflect your level of intelligence, The window is there, go jump.
If you're ugly, you look like an ogre or duck. You shouldn't go around scolding people. We all know for a fact that ugly people have nothing to lose. That's why they are so generous with their comments, speaking as if they are so self righteous and free from sin. Please beware, you already have a face like that. I'm sure you wouldn't want your kids to look 10 times worst right?
Just a couple of days ago, i witnessed a cat fight involving several foul mouthed Singaporean girls. I'm pretty sure they had to be Ah lians ( the kind of people i detest most ). Why Ah lians? They were speaking in hokkien, " you chee bye, you chao chee bye. " blah blah blah. Nothing else in your vocabulary? Pathetic. The standard of Singaporean girls has plunged an all time low after what I saw. Even my British neighbor who was drunk had more class when he argued with me, compared to those low-life mongrels.
If you don't have such a big head, don't wear such a big hat
