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Cant sleep

I've been told that the previous room I stayed in for 2 months was actually a place where they'd send dying people to live in. Fortunately for me, I didn't get harassed by those angsty spirits. Otherwise I'd be in a worse mental state now. Without this laptop, I'd surely end up in IMH long ago. The hospital is not a place for people to live in. That's why in the 50, 60s, people abhor going to the "Western Hospitals". They are afraid that they might not make it out alive. Thats so true man. Fucking loads of people die here. It is all but a very depressing scene here. The only laughter I can hear is those made by myself when i read something silly. Thank god I'm getting discharged tomorrow.

Truth be told, I think that 98% of all hospital patients are just made up of old men with plenty of problems. And its really sad to see these people who once worked hard for their children's future, to end up in this state. Some of them really deserve to be there for not taking care of themselves though. Its not nice to live to such an old age, and then get some stranger to see you naked, wash your arse, clean your balls, the list goes on. Its just so wrong. I don't look forward for this day to happen.

I've noticed one thing in common with these old people. They have ears the size of elephants. If lets say, the size of your ears denotes your lifespan, I truly thank god I have real small ears. I really can't think of a reason why people would want to live so long. Its just not liberating. Enjoy and end it early.

posted by Oli Chi @ 12:32 AM