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In a short couple of weeks, I'm gonna find out if my life is gonna change for the better or worst. I cross my fingers tightly and hope for the best. It's time to look at things from a different angle. I thank the lord for not destroying my face or spine.

This is so random, but i honestly think Singapore Idol is just pure utter bullshit. It's a singing competition. And the best singer should win. However, the winner doesn't get decided by the judges, but rather, its the people who call in to vote. So whats the whole point of joining when you've got pure talent but no one is calling to support you. Just so retarded. Wake up from your dream. No one is gonna make it big by singing. Go to another country to realize your talents. Firstly, there is only a handful of tards who is actually gonna purchase the actual CD. When youtube is readily avaliable to the public.

I guess the real reason why I have no faith in relationships anymore, is the fact that something i once worked so hard for , and then took for-granted, left me shattered and heartbroken and scarred for life. Maybe it's cool that it will stay that way forever.

They say, it is where you fall, that you must stand up from and be stronger. That probably applies to other aspects in your life. But not to the affairs of your heart. I have been lying to myself all these while that I've moved on, but really, I've never been able to let go since last year. Thats what I think right now. In this sad emo state of mind.

time to finish a lager before i sleep










I wanna go the amsterdam.


Hold your arms around me, let me whisper in your ear.

posted by Oli Chi @ 5:04 AM