the epitome of COOOL

Decembur

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip.


The week is almost approaching the end. So is the year, and hopefully my brutal and agonisingly long wait to walk. While my friends depart one by one for the army, I feel as if I'm an old man watching my friends pass away. Being all alone and slowly waiting for my time to come.

The main purpose of finding a partner in this life in lay man terms, is to find someone who is willing to grow old and die with you. I don't find any sense in this. Cos one party will be so heartbrokened to see the other die before him/her. While being fortunate enough to live till such an old and ripe age, you eventually experience the torture of losing a loved one. Tragedy.

I dont believe in such a thing as everlasting love anymore/yet , I believe in going with your feelings. But once the feeling is gone, everything else should end with it. Continuing a relationship without the FEEL is like giving a deadman CPR. Sif he will wake up from it. So darn retarded.

I'm already 20, and what you do during 20 - 30 greatly determines the kind of future you are going to have to embrace. Thanks to national service, plus further studies, will be left with less than 4 years to create my future. But then again, lets hope the world ends in 2012.

posted by Oli Chi @ 10:28 PM