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PICC

This coming Monday, i might have to go through on of the most scary looking procedures, getting a PICC inserted into my body. From pictures i saw, i feel like my legs have turned into jelly. Its really freaky. I really pray hard that i will not need to have this foreign object inserted into my body. I'm still a 19 year old kid. This is too much for me to take.


I've been told i have a high threshold of pain. But i refuse to go through this nonsense. I have had enough medicine in my body for the longest time. This really has to stop. I really pray god can help me out of this situation, or the doctors can come up with a second opinion.


Now, i really need to have a lot of faith. In another 5 hours time, i'm gonna have a new IV plug in my body. I would rather bear with this pain, rather than having the PICC anyday.

Maybe i'm going bonkers, but its too torturing.


If i could, i would gladly run out of the hospital and not receive treatment. I really wish they can clear this damn bacteria ASAP.


If this continues, i will definitely not live long enough to see the world end :(


I really hope for the better.


Feeling real lost now.

baby, miss you. you know?

posted by Oli Chi @ 12:45 AM