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Anniversary

Roughly about 12 hours more till the anniversary of saddest event of my life. I never knew the suffering would even drag till this date. Before that, I never knew what suffering was all about.

It literally feels like a year just flashed by my eyes. BUT NO..it hasn't. I'm proud to say though, that I've experienced every possible feeling a human can ever go through in this year. Just imagine what I've gone through.

In this sober calm state of mind now. I truthfully say, there is nothing to be sad about anymore. Since the healing process has been so slow, it is no longer about expecting myself to recover by a certain date anymore. I'll just wait for a surpise from the doctor. The higher the expectations, the smaller the cock is actually gonna be.

I went through chinese new year in pain, my birthday in pain, christmas in pain, and the inevitable new year in pain. What I'm really thankful for, is my family and friends which stood by me while I'm im this uber horrible and pathetic state

Family is the one true thing that will never leave you nor forsake you at the lowest points in your life. My dear mother showered me with so much care ; i'll never be able to repay in this life. Sometimes, it just seems like its her karma to have sucha kid like me. But still, she loves me alot. I love you Mom.

My Aunt Geraldine. Helping me to get stuffs because im unable to move around properly. Making the tastiest ever food in the world to fill my giant stomach. Cleaning my wound. I just cannot finish typing everything that she has done for me. Thank God for having her in my life.

Eugenia and Glen. My sister and brother. Life would never be the same without them. As much as a hate them during most phases of my life, I'm glad and thankful they were there to make the memories sweet and unforgettable. Though my sister is sucha bitch at times, I know she looks up to me alot. I regret making fun of the guy she likes so many fucking times. Eugenia, if you're reading this, I'll still say that height does matter.

My stupid brother, I call him the deaf boy because he cant listen. From my friend's point of view, Glen is just a free frag for everyone to make use of. Often the target of jokes for trying to hang out with the big boys, he still willingly helps us do all the nonsense. I'll never be able to understand how he feels like. I just hope he doesn't hate me when he grows up.

The bunch of reetarded friends which I call my "brothers" most who were always there for me.

In no particular order,


Mr "Shortchanged" Wong Chee Yong. This fucker has been there for me like 99% of the time. It sounds so gay, but no one in the world can replace him. Though his steady-ness has been rather disappointing over the past year, and the consumption of his cigarettes has gone up sky high, I'm sincerely touched by your love for me. LOL!

Brandon the LOOSER. Always coming to the hospital ward to visit my refreshments corner first and then saying hi to me. Bringing me out to smoke when the nurses say no. The endless stupid night trips and gay nights in my room. Please dont do anything foolish again. Treasure whats infront of you, for it is a gem which lies beneath.

Gary the TANK. It fated that we met again in Tanglin. Though you're tired after working everyday, you never fail to come down and take me out for supper. I've put on so much weight because of you, but I still love you very very much. For the first time today, you've got so bloody wasted, while im sober staring into your face.

Yong Jun Howard, always saying the silliest things about others, the vitamin pills, water bottles, no fast food, scared die attitude. You're god damn funny. And I hope your plan to live long doesnt backfire on you.

Wong Zhi Jie a.k.a " 302 " I fucking hate you for spending so much time in my toilet installing the spy cam to see me bathe. Though you have such fucked up parents, you're still willing to do all the silly nonsense things with me. I dont regret for teaching you how to smoke. But i fucking hate you for deciding to continue doing it. You're cool. Its time to get laid. HAHA













And I met you halfway. Proabably the biggest highlight of my life this year. I spend my time just thinkin thinkin thikin about you. Its an unexplainable feeling. I'm sure glad it happened though. <3

posted by Oli Chi @ 5:11 AM